
We don’t start over. We return to ourselves.
A story about building, breaking, remembering — and learning to walk from the inside out.
“There’s a moment when you know you can’t keep living the way you used to. Most people ignore it. I tried to. Until I couldn’t anymore.”
For a long time, I lived life by the book — the one most of us are handed early on:
Work hard. Be reliable. Don’t complain. Do well. Provide.
Don’t show too much emotion. Don’t ask for too much space.
Build something. Be someone. Keep moving.
And I did.
For years, I was the guy who got things done.
I built startups. Ran sales and marketing. Led teams.
I was in strategy meetings, product development, behind the scenes and out front.
People trusted me to bring clarity and direction — and I could.
I had my hands in many worlds:
From software development to food & beverages, from wellness to digital products.
I even dived deep into the world of biohacking, seeking performance, focus, and edge.
I was a builder. An achiever. A constant forward-mover.
I was also someone people liked being around.
I had a natural lightness.
Creative. Energetic. Fun. Inspiring, they’d say.
And that was real.
But it wasn’t the full picture.
Because while I was creating a life that looked successful from the outside…
I was quietly drifting further away from myself on the inside.
The Drift
As a curious person, I’ve always been drawn to growth.
Since my early 20s, I explored personal development and different ways of seeing life.
But I didn’t always listen to that deepest part of me.
My natural drive leaned toward doing. Building. Solving.
And the culture I grew up in?
It reinforced that.
Where I come from, alcohol use was normalized. Being emotionally open wasn’t.
Strength meant being quiet, capable, controlled.
You kept things moving. You didn’t fall apart.
So I adapted. Like many of us do.
“I learned to succeed. To perform. To carry more than I admitted.”
And to push down the signals when my deeper self tried to speak.
“There were signs over the years. Many. And while I wanted to see them, I wasn’t ready.”
So I kept going — following a path shaped by culture, momentum, and the parts of me that didn’t yet know how to stop.
The Breaking Point
“Stop now, before something stops you.”
Eventually, it caught up with me.
Not in one dramatic crash, but in an undeniable unraveling.
Between 2020 and 2023, I started seeing and feeling the inevitable shift approaching.
I’d show up to meetings and feel like I wasn’t even in the room. Like I was performing a version of myself I didn’t relate to anymore.
And then came the inner voice — firm and clear:
“This is not it.”
“You can’t keep living like this.”
“Stop now, before something stops you.”
I was cooked. So I did.
I let go. I stepped out.
Not with a plan — but with a deep sense that I had to make space to truly listen.
To feel. To meet the parts of myself I’d left waiting for too long.

The Return
That path wasn’t easy — but it was honest.
There was grief, shame, and truth.
I faced addictive patterns, identities I no longer aligned with, and habits that I thought had protected me but no longer served.
Eventually, I made my way to the Camino de Santiago and Himalayas.
Not to escape — but to return.
To unemploy my ego.
To reconnect with something real.
There, I studied Yogic science, Vedic teachings, and ancient frameworks of living that weren’t about fixing, but remembering.
And what I found wasn’t a “new me.”
It was a truer one.
I didn’t throw away the builder in me.
I just stopped letting him run the show without the deeper current beneath him.
Who I am, What I’m weaving?
Now, I build again.
But with rhythm. With alignment. With devotion.
I’m currently co-creating projects that reflect everything I stand for:
One in Finland, for people willing to explore and grow with courage — built with deep cultural understanding to help us question and dismantle the systems and beliefs that no longer serve us.
Through my personal platform — this space, my socials & in-person events — I share what I’ve learned and what I’m still learning.
Currently I offer personal 7-Day Clarity Resets, you can learn more about it here.
I don’t pretend to have it all figured out.
I've figured out how little we can actually figure out.
First and foremost, I’m a student.
But I’ve walked through enough fire, and enough stillness, to offer something genuine.
Not sharing my experiences or offering my gifts would go against nature itself.
P.S. For those curious about my "official credentials": I hold a Bachelor's in Business Information Technology, plus numerous certifications spanning leadership, sales, marketing, technology, etc. Beyond the thousands of hours of self-studies, biohacking, and consciousness explorations, I'm also a certified yoga and meditation teacher (Integrated, Tantric, Kriyas), as well as a Vedic astrologer—trained in the oral tradition at Himalayas by a living Master Anand Mehrotra.
If you're feeling…
…the pull to change...
If you know there’s more to you than what you’ve shown so far...
If you’re starting to dream again — about building something honest, aligned, and alive...
You’re in the right place.
We all carry both fire and water — the drive to build, and the capacity to feel.
When we stop ignoring one in favor of the other, life begins to work with us.
We create things that matter.
We live on purpose — without losing ourselves.
This is what I help others do now.
Let’s walk.
Media
Anna Magazine Interview 21.8.2024 - I shared my story for the second largest lifestyle magazine in Finland (in Finnish here)
Ilmiö podcast visit 1.10.2024 - How a serial entrepreneur found spiritual growth and new direction to his life (in Finnish Spotify) (in Finnish YouTube)
Paluu yhteyteen podcast visit 27.11.2024 - We discussed topics like choosing wellbeing and healing over continuing the old ways (in FInnish Spotify)